Today I met with Dr. Jayakumar at Specialists Hospital. I reached there morning around 9.30 and my appointment fixed at 10.30. I'm both nervous and excited about the surgery. I'm not nervous about the actual surgery, but I'm nervous about not being happy with my results, and his opinion about my thick skin phenomena. I wish I spoke up more at my consultation after the doctor asked me what I should do. While I went in there today with high hopes for a major change, the surgeon immediately asked, what all you want be done? I want you to get what you want," which I appreciated because I was totally mad at that time, forgot things all behind which I kept in my mind all these ways to ask or to discuss with him and was ready to just blindly agree with the surgeon, assuming he knew best. His question encouraged me to speak up and tell the surgeon about my dislike of my nostrils and bump. Dr. Jayakumar ad almost the same opinion of Dr. Vijayakumar's but he assured me that the surgery can be done but the results will not satisfy all the demands of mine since the skin is considerably thick. However the final results will be far far better than how I look now MMMmmmm what should I do now I thought. Then I mentioned about Dr. Jimmy Thomas’s opinion regarding my nose job. He all replied in a sudden, according to me it’s not a simple case… It’s a major surgery through a general anesthesia and he mentioned the cost of that and continued see, I’m a tutor of Rhinoplasty, I know well, it will take 4 to 5 hours to fix that up. I felt sad, for a second I thought he got angry though his voice was soft. I just lifted my face up, looked onto his eyes. Very peaceful eyes and those eyes don’t have any signs of anger in it. I said I didn’t say that you should do that in a simple manner or what like I mentioned but was wondering whether and why Dr. Jimmy Thomas had this kinda opinion about this nose job, for which he smiled and said either i. He smiled for the first time. He looks cute when he smiles and majestic when not. He got a nice nose too, I wish to get a nose like the one he has.
We ended up settling on just shaving down the bump and straightening the nose. He also said the tip of the nose would come up just a little bit. Not like a pig nose, but just so it's not down-turned anymore. I think I made a good decision there. He asked me to think over it again and again and take a decision.
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